The Following list is in no way a Joke whatsoever. It's the truth. This things does happen.

When I'm Bored, here's what goes through my mind.

1)Become Emo

2)Get even more paranoid than I already was

3)Thinking about stuff related to Death.

4)Just want to fight anyone.

5)Imagine myself suiciding/harming myself in any way and imagine the reactions.

6)Think very silly stuff. If I can physically do it, I will.

7)listen to some red alert soundtrack.

8)Listen to some music and imagine myself beating some random person according to the beat.

Yeah. That was basically it. This is what i do when i'm bored. If you ride the MRT with me and see me with my headphone on, I'm probably doing the last one.

Sorry about this random post. Just wanted to write it down. Never really think about what i do when i'm bored.

Latest thought: Getting crushed by a volcano cloud.

Half a contact!

The thought that counts...
at 10:40 PM

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Greeting to anyone who reads this.

This is to the people who linked me.

Hello guys. You guys and gals probably aren't reading my blog much (maybe even not at all). So if you want to delete this blog off your link list, feel free to do so. This blog is going into extinction. I'm gonna stick to what I named this blog. EMOmagicmayhem. Yes, If i actually find the time to online, (Don't really have much hope tho, Under quarantine now), I'll use this blog to post when I'm feeling emo, or when emo things happened. This blog probably won't have much happy stuff inside. So everyone who linked me, feel free to unlink me. And tell me in the tagboard so i know. Anyone who wants to unlink me because they hate me now, tell me and i'll unlink you too.

This is to my friends.

I don't know how many of you are really my good friends. Among that few could be hiding some masked one. Seeking revenge of some sort for something which i did. Backstabbing me for fun. Adding me into your ring of friends just to humiliate me, or to make me happy only to crush me dead. To these people, I have a favor to ask. Just tell me that you don't like me, hate me, wanna kill me or just wanna fuck my life upside down. I rather have truthful enemies than lying friends. If you sincerely hate me to the guts, just send me a hate message. Give me a call to scold me till my ears bleed or hit me in public. I don't give a fuck what you do to me. I just hate lying friend. I have a few who already gave me that impression. I just wanna confirm it. And to those friends that really want to be my friend for no hidden intention or motive, forgive me for the stuff i did that upset you guys. I'm not very good with words (Nearly fought someone because i said something which he misunderstood) and if i harmed or hurt you in anyway at all. Please forgive me, I didn't mean it. I'm just a freaking simple-minded person. Simple-minded to a point of retardedness. I don't really consider my action. So, I'm really sorry if i did anything harmful or hurtful towards you. To make things worse, I'm kinda low on EQ. Rendering some emotions to be inactive. Thus the misunderstanding and stuff.

And 1 last thing.

I'm not going to use the line 'Stay Happy, ALWAYS DANGABIT' in my blog anymore. (I'm considering not even using it at all, in real life, in any of my messages and even my dialogues) I hurt or harmed a few people due to my actions/words. I can't even stay happy. What right do i have to say that to others. People who read this. Stay happy for your own sake. I'm not going to say it anymore.

That all I have for this blog post. I'll try to come online and update every once in a while, if i can

Have you ever seen a dying person before?
Sorry, let me correct myself.
Have you seen yourself dying before?
Let me show you then.

The thought that counts...
at 10:36 PM

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This is for my smallest uncle who passed away on jan 20 at 2am in a motorcycle accident. Rest in peace.

The thought that counts...
at 8:55 AM

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Hello anyone who reads my blog.

12th Jan, 2pm. The results are out.

I got a 19 for L1R5. Along with that, comes A LOT of Nagging, Constant reminder that I'm useless and I disappointed A LOT of people. That I've a hard time trying to get in JC. That I made the wrong choice going into MC. That I'm addicted to the computer. That all my friends are the cause of why I'm playful and not studying hard.

In order words, The result came with a one way no return trip to Hell. Cool Huh!

It doesn't stop! I just woke up at 8.45. Straight away my mum is nagging and nagging. She a broken radio with a broken stop button. Trying to Eject the tape is just gonna make her nag even more.

Just Deem Me As A FUCKING RETARD.

My results.
a
ENGLISH: C6 (FTW!)
A-Math: A2
E-Math: A2
Literature: B3
Combined Human: B3
Chinese: B3
Physic: B3
Chem: C6 (Another FTW!)

2,3 and 6.
23
2x3=6.
I've been cursed by 23!

So as you can see, I'm a Retard!

Anyway, On a lighter side of the blogpost. There was a class chalet right after the result. So as you can deduce. It's not a pretty sight.

Chalet + Results + My mum = Not a good recipe

On the first day, I got called back home to sleep, so that i can go see JJC Math HoD to appeal. And found out that You have to wait for after 30 jan to appeal. Went back to chalet after that. The day passed like any other. Everyone was playing and quite sleepy. I learnt Majong. And of course had a little alcohol to drink. I performed some magic trick to my friend, who later got drunk.

We went biking at 2 am in the morning. cycled from Pasir ris to east coast park and to some other place, realised that it passed through a highway, so we turned back and settled at ECP. We arrived back at the Jetty at 6 and watch for the sunrise. 6.30, no sun yet and we're running out of time (9 am have to return bike). We cycled to Macdonalds to eat. I was struggling to just cycle as the pedal hit my Knee. My right leg knee, the one with the bone sticking out of it. The bone got the full impact and it hurt like fuck. And to make things worse, my bike was unable to shift gears and it was in the low gear. So, i was stepping on the pedal like mad, just to keep up with other people. The saddle was so hard that it literally made the road feel nice.

Thanks to Lih Sheng, who help to manually shift my gear. Thank you very very much.

After having breakfast, the Madness arrived. We headed back to Pasir ris on the same bike. It was heretic. Don nearly got knocked down by a idiotic driver who didn't know that you're supposed to brake to let the pedestrain cross at a zebra crossing. Luckily, the driver finally found out that his car got a brake on it and decided to use it at the last second. We crossed the traffic, cycled like mad back to the chalet. The cushion chair never felt so comfortable. Bottom line is that the saddle just suck.

So thats all that happened during the chalet. reached back home at 1+, watch a dvd and fell asleep. Woke up at 8.45 and... you know.

I'm gonna end my blogpost now to prevent it from getting it even more emo.

So bb people.

Stay Happy, ALWAYS DANGABIT

The thought that counts...
at 9:04 PM

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Hello everyone who read my blog. XDD

We have a blackout today. By we, i mean that the whole HDB of 452 Jurong west street 42 got blackout, including 5 other HDB flats (there could be more but that was the best i could see out of 2 windows.

It lasted from 7 to 10.30, with a 20 mins? break in between where the Firemen (Yes, they did come. The rubbish bin, caught fire. Thus affecting the power station? ) supposedly fixed the power fuse. Then blackout again. Luckily i managed to bathe in between this 20 mins period. Else i would be bathing right now.

Anyway, I did almost nothing during the 3 and a half hour period. Yep, 3 hours of pure pure boredomness. cool huh? XDD. No comp, No fan, No air, No T.V, Nothing. I got an idea from this incident tho, I'm going to write a story about it. XDDDDD

I practically wasted the 3 hours by blasting songs.

Song listened: Devil Never Cry, My Apocalypse, Big Bang (Some of the songs), Chu-bura, After dark, This moment.

So that all I'm going to say. XDDD. Its fun playing in the dark. Practising my guitar now and i can't do G chord T.T

Oh yea, O'lvl result coming out on monday 12 Jan 2009. Can't wait. The Anticipation is finally gonna end soonnnn. XDDDDDD. Good luck to everyone who took! May you get great results XD.

Stay Happy, ALWAYS DANGABIT XDDDDDDD

Will you be the next one i dream of?

The thought that counts...
at 10:22 PM

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ITS TWO OH OH NINE! LETS ALL CELEBRATE!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!

and

STAY HAPPY FOR THE NEW YEAR, ALWAYS DANGABIT XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

The thought that counts...
at 12:40 AM

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