Thursday, January 29, 2009
Greeting to anyone who reads this.
This is to the people who linked me.
Hello guys. You guys and gals probably aren't reading my blog much (maybe even not at all). So if you want to delete this blog off your link list, feel free to do so. This blog is going into extinction. I'm gonna stick to what I named this blog. EMOmagicmayhem. Yes, If i actually find the time to online, (Don't really have much hope tho, Under quarantine now), I'll use this blog to post when I'm feeling emo, or when emo things happened. This blog probably won't have much happy stuff inside. So everyone who linked me, feel free to unlink me. And tell me in the tagboard so i know. Anyone who wants to unlink me because they hate me now, tell me and i'll unlink you too.
This is to my friends.
I don't know how many of you are really my good friends. Among that few could be hiding some masked one. Seeking revenge of some sort for something which i did. Backstabbing me for fun. Adding me into your ring of friends just to humiliate me, or to make me happy only to crush me dead. To these people, I have a favor to ask. Just tell me that you don't like me, hate me, wanna kill me or just wanna fuck my life upside down. I rather have truthful enemies than lying friends. If you sincerely hate me to the guts, just send me a hate message. Give me a call to scold me till my ears bleed or hit me in public. I don't give a fuck what you do to me. I just hate lying friend. I have a few who already gave me that impression. I just wanna confirm it. And to those friends that really want to be my friend for no hidden intention or motive, forgive me for the stuff i did that upset you guys. I'm not very good with words (Nearly fought someone because i said something which he misunderstood) and if i harmed or hurt you in anyway at all. Please forgive me, I didn't mean it. I'm just a freaking simple-minded person. Simple-minded to a point of retardedness. I don't really consider my action. So, I'm really sorry if i did anything harmful or hurtful towards you. To make things worse, I'm kinda low on EQ. Rendering some emotions to be inactive. Thus the misunderstanding and stuff.
And 1 last thing.
I'm not going to use the line 'Stay Happy, ALWAYS DANGABIT' in my blog anymore. (I'm considering not even using it at all, in real life, in any of my messages and even my dialogues) I hurt or harmed a few people due to my actions/words. I can't even stay happy. What right do i have to say that to others. People who read this. Stay happy for your own sake. I'm not going to say it anymore.
That all I have for this blog post. I'll try to come online and update every once in a while, if i can
Have you ever seen a dying person before?
Sorry, let me correct myself.
Have you seen yourself dying before?
Let me show you then.
The thought that counts...
at 10:36 PM
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