Urgh. Today was just horrible. So is the medicine. Im down with the flu which my doctor told me started 2 weeks ago and just developed. Uber headache yesterday, starting from 5. Stayed in school for night study till 9. I hate O's. Another test to split people up. Good people go good school. get good job and so on. Bad people go bad school and go spiraling down into oblivions. Sigh. Sick of O's. I bet more people out there are working harder than me (e.g Zee). Studying throughout the whole day, not taking a break.( Dunno about zee, all i know is that she is more hardworking than me XD). Sigh. My head hurts, from the pressure, stress, sickness and medicine.... Sigh.

Sometimes i ask myself whether everything is worth it anot. Am i going to be enjoying my life? I can't predict the future. Whether this working hard and studying from 7.30 am to 9pm is worth it, i can't tell. All i know is my life is going to get really boring from this month all the way to O's.

I realised that im kinda going into an emo? state. (it could be the medicine taking effect on me, drowsiness and sorts). Today is my "day off" No studying for me today.(even if i did, nothing going into me brain anyway)

Im not following my advice, To stay happy always. Well, i can't, not today. I guess grumpy birthday is today for me. Tommorrows going to be better :)

Sigh. O's Is..... Stupid. Period. I

The thought that counts...
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